“One must be sane to think clearly, but one can think deeply and be quite insane.” - Nikola Tesla
So the other day I joined OkCupid because I’m lonely and willing to look anywhere for someone to hug and I’m seriously starting to feel that sense of, “Everything would be so much easier if I was cisgender and not asexual,” since being trans OR asexual seem to be deal-breakers on their own, but BOTH? I’m like a swirling storm of bullshit no one’s willing to touch with a thirty-foot pole.
So many “if I stop talking to you we’re still friends I just suck at talking” posts, while meanwhile I’m here like, “If we stop talking I’ll forget you exist in a matter of days so if you care, you better talk to me because I probably convinced myself you hate me.”
BPD problems eyyyyy
Tried searching ‘University of New Hampshire’ and found a bunch of posts at least a year old. Is it so much to ask for an online friendship that can easily become not-online because I’m a lot better at talking when I’m actually typing?